Blog:Just some small complaints

First of all, i really hate making these kinds of posts because they can lead to stupid arguments and conflicts and i'm more of a person that goes for itself, but i think that it's necessary to see if everything can be explained here.

To begin with, i've been here since the last year, but it wasn't until march or april of this year that i became an admin here and in the awesome games wiki after the apparent retirement of allistayrian, and since that, i've been feeling that people hardly took me into account for this page, especially because nobody explained me what the hell i was supposed to do in first place, yes, i know that the main objectives of an admin is to keep everything in place and improve the page, but the problem is that the few things i did in the page were all by myself, nobody talked to me to tell me to check anything, nobody gave me the instructions to make changes to the page and nobody was asking me for any kind of help. With the returnal of allistayrian, the Rogue Warrior page was restored around july 14, a page that i had in my sandbox since allistayrian retired temporarily, but nobody mentioned me about that, nobody sent me a PM telling me something like "hey, i'm going to restore that page, you can stop writing it from now", instead, i realized that the page was restored two or three weeks after the original date, so i just had to pass all of my content to that page, something that i was expecting at some point of my life, but i thought that it was going to be much more organized, kinda like when King Dice noticed me that she was going to rewrite my Kombate Mexicano X page.

After four or five months of being an "invisible admin", allistayrian retired me my admin privileges, and to be honest, i'm not really annoyed because of that, i've been pretty busy recently because of the school and these recent days were not exactly the best ones, causing me to become less and less active, not only as an admin, but as an user in general, i was even thinking about retiring by myself and just dedicate to my pages instead to lead with less stuff, but what truly annoys me is that this was too spontaneous, to the point that i even had to send him a PM to deactive the protection of my own page just to edit some minor things, and if i never told him about that, it's possible that my page would be completely uneditable for me for too long.

I know that there is a Discord channel of the wiki, but the same thing happens there, nobody mentioned me to make anything or even warned me about my actions as an admin, the few messages i received and i attended were from here, and all of them were just minor things like notifications about certain pages and that kind of stuff. And well, i think that's all i can say, if this post can cause me to get banned, go ahead, to be honest, i don't really mind about that at this point, i don't even feel that people want me to be here and they're just waiting for me to get out of here as soon as possible, but that last part is just a negative thought of myself, i don't know if i'm right or not, but well, if you read all of this, thank you so much, i really appreciate that.

TLDR; I've been feeling that the admins didn't took me into account for the page when i was an admin and that allistayrian is behaving like an asshole to me.