Blog:How I Am Feeling Right Now

Well, I take a break for two days to find a horrible surprise. I see so much drama happening. And seeing all of this bad stuff, it just makes me want to cry. These wikis are no longer the warm, happy place I can be when I'm feeling sad. They are no longer a place I can have fun. It's just a lot harder to be here now.

I will be staying here forever. I will stay until I die or until the wikis collapse. I have made a backup wiki in case that happens where I hope I can talk to everyone here if that happens. I really hope you guys can visit it so I can still see you guys in case of MAWD (Mutually Assured Wiki Destruction): https://chillout.miraheze.org/wiki/Main_Page

On the same subject, I want to see these wikis come back to their former glory so that is why I am staying. There is so much I would like to do here that I just have to stay here for a large period of time. I will talk to users to see how they feel about a change. I have already made that mistake once and I don't want to do it again. I will not be making pages for a very long time because that is how commited I am to working here. I will even put off my work on Ultima Codex Wiki so I can be here. All in all, I don't want to see these wikis fall so I will stay here for as long as I live.

And to the old admins, in case you are seeing this, we need your help. So here is my message to you.

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I love all of you so much, and I want to see these wikis become my happy place again so (once again I'm saying this) I'm staying forever. Even if my sanity is destroyed and I become a crazy guy, I will stay.